Steadfast and Willing Spirit

For some time now my prayers are about consistency: in emotions, conduct, responses, in seeking God. I hated being “good”, for a while then not, I would become so disappointed in myself when my flesh was allowed to rule. I desire to be consistent in all areas of my life spiritual and secular.

A heart like yours

For the past month I have been seeking God about his purpose for this blog and what the official name should be, till finally the spirit of God said to me “word configured”.Word configured has been one of our pray point for 2018 twenty one days prayer and fasting and this is what God has…

How long shall I be with you?

Didn’t want to write one of those mushy 2017 reflection posts but here it goes. I really want to thank God for 2017, I call this year my growth year, the year I went deeper in him, the year I had to let go of self and past hurts. I got to see so much…

Why again!

There was a season in my life where it seemed like every issue I thought I had overcome came circling back. It began with a thought, a memory or a fear. When I am reminded of the hurt I went though or job issue, I dwell in that feeling for a bit till I find…

The love of Family

Before I begin a post I would usually write down the title then build on it. But in this case I was in my mind for a bit thinking about my dad and my mom and what I would do or how I would feel if I lose them. I know right a weird thing…

Building material 

“But why do you call Me ‘Lord, Lord,’ and not do the things which I say? Whoever comes to Me, and hears My sayings and does them, I will show you whom he is like: He is like a man building a house, who dug deep and laid the foundation on the rock. And when…

The 4th Christian 

I remember when I decided to be all in for God. A thought rose up in my mind are you sure? What if you fall short? You know… you still have some struggles right. I never use to ask God for forgiveness unless I know for sure I won’t do it again. This I must…

Delight yourself in the lord

Ever often I hear the scripture, “Delight yourself also in the LORD, And He shall give you the desires of your heart”. While soaking it in, i had one question, “Lord how can I delight in you”?

Death draws us close

Oftentimes we get to know our family members or we are all in the same place and country when someone dies. Death has a way of bringing us close, even closer than a wedding. For the past week I have witnessed my family come together as never before. We have made time for play, for the…

Your feelings don’t know your future

At times when I am down and beating up on myself for all that I have not yet accomplished and whether or not I would. I am reminded that my feelings don’t know my future.

With condition…

We really do love, give, lend, help, forgive with conditions. I have taken up our church bible study challenge to read the word of God by looking for the principles of God to live by. When I’m in the word and rhema (the place where the Holy Spirit brings the word to our attention and…

Come out of that valley, go to the high tower

The valley the place where feelings take over, where what someone said or did plagues the mind more often than you would like it to. In our valley we operate defeated, “why me God, why did this happen to me, what did I do? The place where a pity party is governed. The place where the…